"Love is when you miss him even before he's gone,
When you could listen to him talk all night
And never get tired of hearing his voice,
When the sound of his name sends chills down your spine,
And when you see his smile the second you close your eyes!"

- Adriene Auckerman -

OMFG...this has been happening to me!! Well, not every single second. at least the first four. I mean, I dunno if that's creepy, and I KNOW I'm not in love, but it's nice to feel that way. When you know that you're capable of caring enough for a person that they becomes more important to you thatn yourself. Then again, I've never had much self-worth, so I dunno if that's even a valid statement, but I know that I'm happy this way. What'd be better would be if we WENT OUT, but I'm pretty sure that won't happen. I want it to. Sooo bad. People I've told were like, "You'd be perfect!"

Apparently not. Well, in his mind. But I don't care! I like him so much that being friends is good. Heh, it's a nice feeling. Nicer would be if he liked me too and I could flirt without feeling intrusive. ^_^

Everything

Everything makes logical sense now. Screw one sentence posts:


Basically my life is totally good. Actually my sister just made me say "Time for some fellatio" to this guy...I SO DID NOT know what fellatio was till like ten seconds ago. Screw ignorance. Grrrr.

Nothing

makes logical sense like it used to.