Ignoring? or sheer ignorance.

Yeah, i always try to beleive the best of people. But the school has been gettin gojn my nerves. Ok, they did it all at once, but it does bug me A LOT! I was reading my mail....ladidadida, when i see the "dates to remember" on the Putnam Newsletter. Guess what? they had the choir concert there, the band concert. they seem to be doing a pretty good job on keeping up witht e arts department. or ARE they. yes, my dear amis, they did not post the date for the fantastic orchestra concert. i'm trying to beleive they didn't forget, and the computer messed up. but i also failed to miss a certain "congratulations" (that did, by the way, follow the "Musical Revue", which WAS AWESOME) that should've followed the OTHER orchestra concert. but i can beleive that that was because ELEVEN intruments broke. stuuuuuuupid sixth graders. but some were ijobuby. Yea, so i'm pissed at the school. why doesn't anyone like orchestra? i want to join choir. it's so much fun! well it sounds like it, and shereen said you become really good friends with other in the group. well at least for the A-Choir, which is the one i wanna join. but i don't think i'm good eeeeeeeeenough. so, yeah. oh well. i'll just sleep and be all better. bye! the usual...

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Friday, October 21, 2005

"Why Atheism?"
I really will stop with the atheism posts soon. Really. But I wanted to post this, because I think it's a great speech to read, and makes some excellent points without being hostile or inflammatory.It's entitled, Why Atheism?I encourage anyone who reads this blog, theist or atheist or whatever belief, to read it.And no, I'm not trying to "convert" anyone to atheism. I respect everyone's right to hold their own beliefs. But I also think that with that should come an open-mindedness to others, and I think this is a great resource.(insert more apologetic babble here)
posted by Southwest @ 9:27 PM 37 comments

37 Comments:
At Tuesday, November 01, 2005 9:18:55 PM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
"The biggest weakness in using God to explain anything scientifically is that the explanation is not falsifiable, and thus not even testable. There is no way to create an experiment to show that it’s wrong. For every possible set of a test and a result, we could simply say, “God did it.” Why do the Earth and Universe appear to be so old? God did it. Why does nature seem so balanced? God did it. Once again, why does anything happen? If we say that God did it, there is no reason or opportunity to learn how the world really works. If we had stayed with God as the cause of all events, our modern culture would have been impossible. We would have no real science, engineering, or medicine; we would still be living in the Dark Ages"Obviously, people of the Middle Ages beleived strongly in the whole, "God did it." thing. God DID do everything, but he isn't stopping us from discovering it, is he? We are here for a reason, and I don't think he would have created so much to learn had he not wanted us to. Also, you have to realize (in the beginning of the essay thingamabob) that the Catholic Church was run by igonorant men, not an all-knowing God. God did not make everything and everyone perfect, obviously, or there would be no point to life. I feel bad for the people the Catholic Church punished, but I will not tolerate anything to do with John Paul II saying something like that....he was friggin' awesome. I know I know, I am blindly following others into beleiving he was perfect. That's my fault. Anyway, I think this is a brilliant essay on the behalf of Atheists, and would recommend it to Atheists who want to defend their faith. Is atheism a faith....ro well. Anyway, don't take this comment seriously because I'm stupid. No....I really am stupid, honestly. i won't accept you saying I'm NOT stupid because I am. Anyway, have a nice day and see you tomorrow!
At Tuesday, November 01, 2005 9:49:15 PM, Shereen said...
First of all my sister isn't stupid, she just has a hard time presenting her argument. I like that link you posted about atheism. I mean of course it is a bit slanted toward atheism by means of connotative language at the least. I do not want to change anyone's faith either beause frankly i am in the process of the whole "finding myself" thing. I do, however, have some input on this issue. I have a few reasons for not being an atheist but it is mainly because there is no valid explanation for the creation of the known universe. Philosophers like socrates, descartes and lucretius all back me up when i say something cannot come from nothing. Thinking about this statement logically and scientifically, it makes sense. There must have been something or someone to trigger the creation of matter, engergy or whatever the first building blocks of this universe are. One might say that it was just the big bang, but the material in that little ball had to come from somewhere...it can't just appear. And if it came from another universe, it still had to orignate somewhere in that universe. So my point is that no matter how much we can explain through science...science will never explain how existence of anything we know came to be in the beginning. If you want to challenge me, do it.
At Wednesday, November 02, 2005 9:52:54 PM, Southwest said...
"Anyway, don't take this comment seriously because I'm stupid. No....I really am stupid, honestly. i won't accept you saying I'm NOT stupid because I am."-she-who-must-not-be-namedYeesh, Steen, a bit hard on yourself, aren't you?You're not stupid. So there."[S]cience will never explain how existence of anything we know came to be in the beginning."-shereenThen what is the alternative? Religion? If one is to believe that a god created the universe, where did this god come from? Where did the "materials" for everything in the universe come from? If a god created them, then we still have the "something from nothing" issue-- despite whatever divine power caused it, the parts of the universe still would have come from nothing.There's a part in the speech that addresses this. I think you may want to give it another gander. It's under the heading "First Cause, or Cosmological Argument". Essentially, it states that science could, in fact, explain the origin of the universe. It offers a sound hypothesis, and also makes a strong point-- just because we currently cannot understand where the universe came from, does not mean a god did it.Again, please don't mistake me. I don't want to ridicule, I don't want to convert. I apologize if anything I say or do is offensive-- I don't mean for that at all. I simply want to present my side and support it as well as I can.(On a side note, from now on, my atheism ramblings will be in a separate blog, so as to make this blog a little less controversial.)
At Thursday, November 03, 2005 4:32:57 PM, Shereen said...
I guess i was trying to say that if there is this timeless force that existed before matter and energy then that's what must have spawned the creation of the universe. Going back to the "something can't come from nothing" idea, whatever created the universe must have existed in a way we can't concieve...beyond time-space. I say this because if we think of this force as present in our idealogical sense of the universe and existence itself...then we would have to conclude that there could never be such a being....as you have. And people like you believe this precisely because there is no way for anything to just appear out of nowhere...unless it does not have to heed to the rules of this life/world/time-space. And that is one of the reasons why i believe in some sort of higher intelligence. In order for this universe to have come into existence, something would have had to spark it. And if you say "then how did that being come into existence if "something can't come from nothing" ? As I explained earlier, this being has to exist in a different time-space than we do....that's the only explanation i can come up with as a human being....and it's the only one that makes valid sense. We cant limit our thoughts and ideas to this world...it's a retardation and a limitation of our human minds. Again, not trying to change your mind....just sharing.
At Thursday, November 03, 2005 4:45:38 PM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
And also....God IS a god....so he has powers that we cannot conceive of, such as exsisting forever and not needing an explanation for it. Of course, to atheists this doesn't make sense since you don't beleive in God or his powers, but to Catholics/Christians/whoever this makes perfect sense. ^_^! So....don't change these subjects to a different blog cuz that would just be stupid....no reason it just would be stupid. Bye!
At Thursday, November 03, 2005 6:56:22 PM, Southwest said...
"And that is one of the reasons why i believe in some sort of higher intelligence. In order for this universe to have come into existence, something would have had to spark it."-shereenAnd that is the "god of the gaps" argument mentioned in the speech. "We cannot conceive what caused the universe, so it must be a god." Yet, the Greeks couldn't conceive why the sun moved across the sky, so assumed it was a god pulling it behind a chariot. Today, we dismiss that as mythology and silliness because science, observations, and reasoning have proven otherwise.My intent here is not to call modern religions mythology. That is my belief, but it's not what I'm trying to express right now. What I mean to illustrate is that entire religions have been dismissed as mythology because the gaps their gods lived in have closed up. There's nothing necessarily wrong with the "god of the gaps" argument by itself, but to me, when there is a valid, believable, credible scientific option, it is more logical to assume a fact-based theory is correct than a "god of the gaps" argument.Again, I want to point out the section in the speech which offers some scientific explanation as to the origins of the universe. "As we discovered in the 20th century, the [u]niverse is actually ruled at the bottom level by quantum mechanics, in which it’s possible for events to have no cause." That phrase, and a few sentences after it do a lot of explanation for a scientific view of the universe's origins. If the most fundamental ruling of the universe says that events can happen without a cause, then it's believable that the universe could have come to exist without any sort of 'nudge'."We cant limit our thoughts and ideas to this world...it's a retardation and a limitation of our human minds."-shereenOn the other side of that continuum is the argument that to believe in an invisible, intangible being that controls the universe with divine, unlimited power but yet leaves no evidence whatsoever is insanity, schizophrenia, a retardation of our human minds.That's not necessarily my belief, but it's the opposite viewpoint.This is interesting to debate with you, Shereen. Thanks for commenting, and once more, I'll apologize if anything I say is crass. I certainly don't mean that."And also....God IS a god....so he has powers that we cannot conceive of, such as exsisting forever and not needing an explanation for it."-she-who-must-not-be-namedThis is the sort of logic that befuddles atheists like myself. God is a being which has always existed, through ways we can't understand. God has done many things, for reasons we can't understand. God is omnibenevolent-- infinitely loving-- and omniscient-- all-knowing-- and omnipotent-- all-powerful. Yet though he knows everything, including why he does things; and is infinitely caring, so he'd want us to understand; and can do anything, so could instill his knowledge in us-- he does not...."God works in ways we don't understand."-No one in particularWell, yeah, I suppose that's a way to explain/wheedle your way out of it.It just frustrates atheists like me, because it gets nowhere.ATHEIST. "Where did the universe come from, then?"THEIST. "God created it."ATHEIST. "And where did God come from?"THEIST. "God works in ways we don't understand."ATHEIST. "Wait... did you just prove God with God?"THEIST. "You obviously can't comprehend the wonders of God. Therefore, I'm right, and God exists."Obviously, I dramatized it a tad, but my point is that it seems like circular logic. Where did God come from? God works in ways we don't understand. That's not answering, that's dodging, if you ask me.But I digress.Point being... yeah, I dunno what my point was. It's just strange logic, if you ask me."So....don't change these subjects to a different blog cuz that would just be stupid....no reason it just would be stupid. Bye!"-she-who-must-not-be-namedToo late.Fair warning, though-- that gets a lot more unbridled there, because I'm not necessarily worried about stepping on toes. That blog is an atheism blog, and it's written as if it were atheist to atheist, not an atheist to a theist. Yes, I know there's something wrong with that justification, but that's how it is. Sorry.And there's only one post right now.Yeesh, Steen, can you make any sort of comment without using the word "stupid"? ;-)
At Sunday, November 06, 2005 11:07:43 AM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
Now that I think about it, I don'tt hink I CAN post a comment without saying stupid on it. that's so...er...dumb...haha. "This is the sort of logic that befuddles atheists like myself. God is a being which has always existed, through ways we can't understand. God has done many things, for reasons we can't understand. God is omnibenevolent-- infinitely loving-- and omniscient-- all-knowing-- and omnipotent-- all-powerful. Yet though he knows everything, including why he does things; and is infinitely caring, so he'd want us to understand; and can do anything, so could instill his knowledge in us-- he does not."Think, Spencer. If God gave us ALL his knowledge, what do you think would happen to the world? Look what has happened now that we have Human knowledge, and aren't ignorant like fluffy little bunny rabbits. Honestly, if God gave us his all-caring, all-knowing- all-etc. powers, the world would be full of people equivilent to Gods, and THAT would definitely not be good. I would have thought you'd know that....oh well. And I knew that Atheists could not think this way, because most, not all, are realist, not idealist, and need something tangible to beleive in it. Well, MOST things need to be tangible i guess. And what's funny, is that Shereen guessed you were an Athesist even before she knew it...i was like "what the hell, how'd you know that!" and she figured it out just by the way you talked to her online. And also, here's a funny thing:My Uncle was talking about how some people think that if you don't beleive in God, then you go to hell, so he said, "If you don't beleive in Gosh, you go to Heck." i just thought that was uberly funny. Bye!
At Monday, November 07, 2005 10:50:51 PM, Southwest said...
"Think, Spencer. If God gave us ALL his knowledge, what do you think would happen to the world? Look what has happened now that we have Human knowledge, and aren't ignorant like fluffy little bunny rabbits. Honestly, if God gave us his all-caring, all-knowing- all-etc. powers, the world would be full of people equivilent to Gods, and THAT would definitely not be good."-she-who-must-not-be-namedI never implied anything about God giving us his powers, or all his knowledge. I said that if he's truly the all-caring, all-powerful, all-knowing being he is, he could and would instill in humans the knowledge of why he did certain things, hence eliminating the need for the phrase "God works in mysterious ways.""And I knew that Atheists could not think this way, because most, not all, are realist, not idealist, and need something tangible to beleive in it. Well, MOST things need to be tangible i guess."-she-who-must-not-be-namedThink what way now?MOST things have to be tangible. Okay. Going by the definition of "tangible" as "being able to be physically felt or observed", gravity's tangible, oxygen is tangible, wood is tangible, skin is tangible, everything that makes our universe is tangible. Well, except God.Yes, I'm biased. Yes, God would be "different". Except, you already base almost everything you experience on tangible evidence. Why should a supreme being be any different?It only slightly relates, but I want to post one of my favorite quotes here:"I contend we are both atheists, I just believe in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other possible gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours."-Stephen RobertsYou demand evidence for everything else in your life. If I were to tell you that I had a giant dragon in my garage, and brought you there, but you were to see nothing, would you believe it? If I told you I had a book I had written telling all the things my dragon had done, and handed you a story printed on good paper, in a very nice report cover, would you believe it? If I explained that he could breathe pleasantly warm fire, and you held out your arm but felt nothing, would you believe it? If I demanded you fed him, would you?No. As humans, we logically require evidence to make conclusions. If you can understand why you would dismiss the dragon in my garage, you can understand why I dismiss gods.Likewise, there have been literally thousands of gods humanity has thought of. Zeus, Ra, and Odin were all once major gods, believed by their followers to be among the "true" gods. Certainly, tales of their actions and miracles were recorded, in the time's equivalent to books. Yet, unless you have taken polytheism to the very extreme, you certainly dismiss these gods as false, as nothing but mythology. What about Brahma of Hindu, or the Horned God of Wicca? Those are modern-day religions that many people still believe true. Certainly, you can respect them as much as possible, you can say that people can believe whatever they want-- but you don't believe in those gods. If you can understand why you dismiss those gods, you can understand why I dismiss yours.Sorry for the attacking tone-- I just got started, and didn't want to stop.The points still stand, though.
At Thursday, November 10, 2005 9:19:57 AM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
Not at all! (about the attacking thing...). I was going to say something about this....but I lost my train of thought...so sorry, and I promise not to make any more comments on THIS blog...and I won't read your other blog cuz you said it was "atheist to atheist"...^.^. Anyway...there has to be something cool on this comment, otherwise it'd be so stupid, so:Daniel Radcliffe is the best!
At Thursday, November 10, 2005 5:07:03 PM, Southwest said...
"Not at all! (about the attacking thing...). I was going to say something about this....but I lost my train of thought...so sorry, and I promise not to make any more comments on THIS blog...and I won't read your other blog cuz you said it was "atheist to atheist"...^.^. Anyway...there has to be something cool on this comment, otherwise it'd be so stupid, so:Daniel Radcliffe is the best!"-she-who-must-not-be-namedHey, you can make all the comments you want. I don't want to discourage that at all.As for the other blog, it's written like atheist to atheist, which I saw scared you away. If you don't wanna read it, that's cool, but I'm not forcing you not to.And there you go, using "stupid" again. Told you it was impossible.You, Steen, have a bit of an inferiority complex, methinks.
At Thursday, November 10, 2005 6:24:43 PM, Shereen said...
I can definitely see your point, Spencer, about believing only what we see and know to be true. And personally, I believe that if there is a god, that he couldn't possibly be all good. I say this because then there would be no explanation for where evil came from...i mean taking into consideration the christian belief that god was here first and he is all powerful. If the devil created evil then that means that God isn't all powerful; it means he had an equal rival. But anyway that's off the subject. What I was going to say is that I don't necesarily believe that the higher force is a God...because we as humans picture god in our own image. I mean, even calling him god is human based. But I definitely believe in higher intelligence because if you look around you...there is an obvious collective human conciousness and intuition. There HAVE been unexplainable things happening. Even things like love, which are unknown to animals in the way we know it...something with intelligence must have created this or us...we cannot attribute such a powerful force as love or hatred to simple scientific evolution...atoms, molecules, organs, physics and chemistry could not possibly explain such things. That's why I believe that we are not alone in this universe or time/space...i know you have felt love before, Spencer. You can't tell me that love is the effect of certain chemical reactions. Yes there are physical feelings like adrenaline and what not that are part of these feelings...but you can't define and explain how love came about...there's something else out there...whether or not it's a god. Something...
At Thursday, November 10, 2005 7:37:56 PM, sploser said...
And that, is why I'm still agnostic. I believe there are things that cannot be explained by science or any of that schtuff. I'm not athiest yet!!! ^^
At Friday, November 11, 2005 11:40:26 AM, Southwest said...
But that's the clincher.It is perfectly acceptable to say, in face of things we cannot scientifically prove yet, "I don't know." There are things we can't understand at this point in time scientifically. But that doesn't mean it's immediate fodder for the god of the gaps argument.It's not what you were asking for, but I do believe there's an explanation for the feeling of love. Yes, it is an amazing feeling, but if you ask me, I personally think you can attribute it to chemicals like dopamine in the brain. Dopamine is a name you hear a lot in relation to drugs-- the drugs' effects on dopamine production creates highs, and then the drugs eventual blocking of the dopamine receptors create addiction.Yes, that does severely damage the "special" factor tied to it, saying that one of the most amazing feelings in the world is all due to chemicals. I know that. I don't like it, but I also believe it as a probable truth. Just because one has a personal problem with a concept-- and the "one" I'm referring to here is me, not anyone else-- does not falsify the concept.I know you were more interested in the origins of love. Again, I don't know. Perhaps it's unknown, unfathomable to science at this point in time. But there's nothing that says it must have been a higher power.Ugh, I cannot debate today, I swear...
At Friday, November 11, 2005 12:08:12 PM, Southwest said...
Here we go.Humans developed without any natural defenses. We have no claws, very ineffective teeth, and our skin just won't project acid, no matter how hard we try. Our only advantage on any of our predators is intelligence-- but even that can only get us so far.I'm going to assume that there were two fundamental goals involved-- the general species-wide goal of perpetuating the species, and the specific individual-related goal of perpetuating one's own lineage. In a way, both are connected-- one protects the species by perpetuating one's lineage.Love developed among families to protect the young. By caring for the young members of a group, a species protects its survival. Without it, the species would die off. Also, as a family group, each cares for everyone else. Those who weren't in the group couldn't make it solo, and so they died.Love among couples developed to protect the species. A couple that didn't protect one another would get killed, ending their chain of lineage, and thus endangering the species. There could also have been many sexually-transmitted diseases way back when-- a promiscuous individual would run a higher risk of obtaining an STD, and thus dying, damaging the species.Those who didn't show these characteristics died, so only those who had these attributes survived. Love is a product of natural selection.As the species grew and grew, by sheer numbers, humans had to worry less about the destruction of the species, and thus love became more emotional, a subconscious thing rather than a survival thing. Today, we obviously don't have to worry about our mate getting attacked by a wildcat, but love is still there.Ta-da.
At Saturday, November 12, 2005 1:17:44 PM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
Um, yeah that made no sense to me...ok it made a little sense. Anyway, I just came here to say that it'd be stupid if Humans couldn't capture love. That would almost take away from our humaness. And, another thing. Even if there IS not god, even if all that I ever lived for and poured my soul out into wasn't real, what would happen? I mean, if there's no god, what happens after we die? Do we just rot? There would be no point in (ok, maybe a little motive) trying to live a sinless life. Godd and bad wouldn't matter to a hell of a lot of people. And believing in god (though this is such a bad thing to do) is playing on the safe side. If there is no god, and someone beleived in them their whole life, at least that caused them to lead a fairly good life. And when they die, they can rot in their grave peacefully. Do you understand what I'm saying? Maybe. But if there IS a god, and you were against that concept your whole life, depending on which god you're talking about, you'd either go to hell, or turn into a hideous spider. But that's no reason to stop becoming atheist, because that'd be like me rading your blog and saying, "Oh....I guess I've been wrong all along! Better become atheist! Hahahahaha!" Well, it'd be easier to explain my death thing if I could actually see you....see you at school!
At Saturday, November 12, 2005 5:02:00 PM, maxine said...
I don't care what religion anyone is as long as they believe in God. Otherwise they're bloody idiots.:)
At Saturday, November 12, 2005 5:08:47 PM, maxine said...
I'm just kidding. I think any religion is fine. Atheism is fine too. A lot of religions have the same basic meaning so I don't get why people don't like others because of their religion. Hinduism is like Christianity. God is like the three main Hindu Gods (I forgot their names). All the saints are like all the other Gods that are in the Hindu religion. There is no difference. I'm guessiing that it's just the little things that make a whole lot of a difference. Like how Hindus think that cows are sacred while we eat them. Spencer, I think you should try out a religion and see if it fits you and your lifestyle. Some religions might believe in everything you do and is totally perfect for you. You'll just have to find out for yourself. So give it a try and get out there! Ooga booga!
At Saturday, November 12, 2005 5:22:59 PM, maxine said...
Or maybe there's a religion just for you where there is no God and it's for people who have no God. You should start a religion like that where people get together and talk about religions and what they think things should be like. You don't have to listen to me though. Like christine always says "MAXINE! YOU'RE SO STUPID!!!" *sniff sniff* well bye. *slouches away*
At Saturday, November 12, 2005 5:36:57 PM, Southwest said...
Christine--You do not need religion to be moral.You do not have to be afraid of a hell to do good things.What you just used is called Pascal's Wager, popularized by Blaise Pascal. It says that if you believe in God, and you are correct, then you go to Heaven. Eternal happiness. Goodstuff. It goes on to say that if you don't believe in God, and you are right, then you gain nothing. If you don't believe, and you are wrong, then you lose infintely (Hell), and if you believe and are wrong, you lose nothing. Therefore, the concept says, it is better to believe in a god and risk being wrong, in which case you lose nothing, than to disbelieve.It's full of holes. By that wager, one should go off and find the religion with the worst Hell, and practice it, because if you're wrong, you avoid that Hell.But back to morality.People don't need religion to be moral. Look at me. Sure, I have my faults, but do I smoke, drink, do drugs, anything? No. Am I an adulterer? Hell no. Do I really do anything majorly immoral? No. I'm atheist, yet I have morals.Gasp.If the concept of religion simply vanished, what would happen?1. No more holy wars. Hmm, this is odd. If religion is so moral, then why are people fighting over it? Killing other people over it? Yes, it's only a small percentage, but there have been so many wars fought over religion it's amazing. Do the Crusades ring a bell, or maybe the wars that the Muslim "terrorists" waged on Christianity? Religion, though it preaches caring and love, tolerance-- as well as the existence of an all-caring god who could very well stop this nonsense but doesn't-- is responsible for scores of human deaths.2. Morals would remain. I can't say it enough-- you don't have to be afraid of eternal punishment to be good. Morals could have easily evolved over time-- a group of humans that killed each other didn't survive, a group that stole from each other led to fights, which killed each other, and so on. Only the cooperative genes were passed on, which then became morals. No more atheists don't go out and kill people randomly than theists do. Why? Not because they're afraid of sinning, or of Hell-- but because they know it's the wrong thing to do. Perhaps they have an even higher respect for human life; we know it's the only one any of us will get. Religion is not necessary for morality....okay, only two things are relevant to your topic. Still.The concept of a holy war-- religion against religion-- brings back to mind a topic I brought up a while ago."I contend that we are both atheists, I just believe in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other possible gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours."-Stephen RobertsAgain, you dismiss all other gods as fiction, mythology, yet you are convinced yours is the true one. Why do you disregard the other religions? How can you look at their beliefs, which are fundamentally identical to yours (religion: god(s) exist and control most/all of the world) and say, "That's absolutely ridiculous," yet hold the belief in your mind that yours is somewhat different? If you can understand why you don't believe in those other gods, which are just as likely to exist as yours, then you can understand why I don't believe in any."I don't care what religion anyone is as long as they believe in God. Otherwise they're bloody idiots.:)"-MaxineThat's not bigotry at all...-Bleeding Idiot
At Saturday, November 12, 2005 5:43:32 PM, Southwest said...
Nevermind that bigotry comment. Sorry.And there is a "religion" for non-belief-- it's called atheism.But that's the thing. I'm an atheist. I do not believe in a god, and it would take a lot of evidence and proof to change my mind. Religions may have the greatest customs ever, but I could practice those customs without the religion. One should not join a religion for the parties it throws.I'm not lacking anything in my life-- well, religion-wise. I'm happy how I am, without believing in a god. My beliefs can provide a satisfactory explanation for anything I question, or, failing the explanation, I can simply acknowledge that I don't know. I don't need a god.
At Saturday, November 12, 2005 7:10:44 PM, Sploster said...
Not that I don't enjoy reading this debate... but talking back and forth isn't gonna change each other's opinions much.Spwencer is almost impossible to convince anything if he's determined of it... and Maxine, Christine, and Shereen... you guys, I'm guessing, have always been religious and will stay religious regardless of anything said here.So to make this short, you guys can just stop debating... or if you enjoy it... go ahead ^^Just thought I'd point out the complete obvious.
At Sunday, November 13, 2005 12:38:05 PM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
Spencer, of course I know that you don't need religion to have morals. Duh. But, i think we should just discuss this in person if we're going to discuss it at all, otherwise this will become ridiculous. And I think that she's right, we shouldn't argue anymore, because all we're basically doing is pointing out eachother's flaws, which is NOT healthy. so, from now on i'm going to read these comments and say, "ok." bye!
At Sunday, November 13, 2005 3:03:01 PM, Southwest said...
The point of my debate is not to change the other side's viewpoint. That's nearly impossible and I doubt I could do it, especially not here. My purpose is to personally understand more about the opposite view and provide the other side an understanding of mine. I personally don't see where I've pointed out anyone's flaws here, and I don't see how it was getting ridiculous. I enjoyed this debate, and personally, I want it to continue.But if you want to leave, fine, whatever.
At Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:21:50 PM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
I wanted to continue, but I weas bored...and lazy when I made that comment. So, if you wanna continue...that's fine I guess. But right now, I have nothing to say, besides, nevermind....that'd be using the word "stupid" - DOH!
At Thursday, November 17, 2005 6:05:55 PM, Shereen said...
So if love was a survival tactic, then do animals love eachother in the same way humans do? Do animals die for eachother? Do animals fall in and out of love? Do animals daydream about their love partners? Why do they change mates every season (most of them)? I mean, they survived this far didn't they, like us? Furthermore, how do we explain where love came from? How do the high levels of dopamine and phenylethylamine start to rise? What triggers the production of these hormones? I know you are thinking about the God of gaps argument right now and you do make a good point about that idea. I think a lot of the reason people believe in God is because it's someone there to protect you, to hold you and comfort you...a sense of security and an explanation for the unknown. God forbid we humans want to feel those things (no pun intended). If anything, on average religous people live 10 years longer than non-religious...probably because they have hope and a positive out look because they believe that paradise awaits them. They score higher on "overall satisfaction of life" tests. That point is in support of your G.O.G. argument.Damn you Spencer.Oh well, I still like to feel comforted and protected, etc by believing in some sort of higher power. Whether or not he's real, I'm happier this way...and me being my selfish self, that's what I want. Same goes for you...you are happy as an atheist. So it is here where I will take a break from this debate unless, of course, you say something that triggers my tongue. TTFN Spensive.
At Thursday, November 17, 2005 7:40:58 PM, Sploster said...
"So if love was a survival tactic, then do animals love eachother in the same way humans do? Do animals die for eachother? Do animals fall in and out of love? Do animals daydream about their love partners? Why do they change mates every season (most of them)? I mean, they survived this far didn't they, like us? Furthermore, how do we explain where love came from? How do the high levels of dopamine and phenylethylamine start to rise? What triggers the production of these hormones?"I do believe that the love humans share with each other is different than animals but I don't think it's because of god, or even see how it relates to god... I don't know why it's so different, but I think it's because (supposedly) humans are smarter than animals and are more advanced etc. But I honestly don't know... and don't want to know. Love is just one of those things you don't wanna know why it is the way it is, because it's special and most people think it should stay that way.
At Saturday, November 19, 2005 11:28:19 AM, Southwest said...
Shereen--Here is an excellent article on the science of love. It provides explanation for how it would develop, some real-life examples of "monogamous" animals that aren't humans, and overall good understanding.But I'll provide my own response as well.The point being made was that love served as a survival tactic for humans. Yes, humans are animals, but we're also capable of abstract thought, and are otherwise quite different. Other animals aren't capable of loving each other like we do, so they don't need to. Again, that article I linked provides excellent explanation for this.As for the hormones-- look it up yourself. Do some research. Just because you don't know of an answer off the top of your head doesn't mean it's not out there. Search-- Google is your friend. Using a personal lack of understanding as an argument against something is far from a valid debate-- though I won't say I've never done this before*. Nevertheless, we (and by that, I don't mean "you", but "we") should avoid that, because it's simply an invalid argument.As for life quality and expectancy...First, praytell, where is your factual evidence? Granted, I've been really bad at that as well, but I would like to see some studies showing that-- that can be positive that the only factor at work is beliefs.The problem right there is it can't be done. There is no way to justifiably say that the only factor changing one's lifespan in an experiment is religion or lack thereof. What if the study had chosen atheists that were smokers, or theists that had already suffered heart attacks? There are an infinite number of factors that change life expectancy, and on can not expect to look at results from a test and single one out.Statistics can easily be skewed.And what's this about atheists being less satisfied with life? I've been so happy with my life and everything in it before that I was certain nobody could ever be happier. That's satisfaction. Things have changed since then, yes, but things always change. Life goes through ups and downs, and once again, you can't pick one factor to blame for all of it. In my example, I was soaring along, and then learned that I might move away from my home here. Does that have anything to do with my atheism? No. If I were theist, would my reaction have changed? Probably not, because even if I believed there was a god who loved me, losing the future you'd planned and the best friends in the world would still hurt deeply and cut into my satisfaction in life. Nevertheless, I know that I can be perfectly satisfied with my life, and my beliefs have nothing to do with it.Once again, I don't want to change your mind. I just want to try to see your way of viewing things, and let you see mine, so that we have a better understanding of each other's viewpoints from actual experience with the other.
At Saturday, November 19, 2005 2:35:05 PM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
"I'm happier this way...and me being my selfish self, that's what I want. Same goes for you...you are happy as an atheist."Did you even read that, Spencer? She said that you were happy with your life. She was saying that overall, theists were more satisfied. Dur. And shereen, you no leave! i can't come up with good arguments! anyway, i didn't read that article, because, i'm in a hurry to get away from blogs. So...you just pointed out the base of our argument. We beleive in things that can't be proven by ourselves, you don't. that's it. that's the main difference. that's all there is to it. ok, some atheists ( i think this is uber stupid) are out there because they don't like the way the mankind runs the church. and also, where did science come from? i was JUST wondering, not challenging, but you can take it as one if you eant to....hehe. byez!
At Saturday, November 19, 2005 3:01:10 PM, Southwest said...
Yes, Christine, I did read it. Why did you think I didn't?How about this:"[Theists] score higher on "overall satisfaction of life" tests."-shereenDid you even read that, Christine? Well, obviously, you did. She claimed, indirectly, that theists were happier, or more satisfied, with their lives than atheists. I don't see at all what you're trying to argue-- her claim was that "statistics show" atheists are less satisfied with their lives. I think satisfaction with life and happiness are fairly hand-in-hand. Yes, she did say I was happy. I know that, and she said she was happy too. But the point she made earlier in her post remains, and that's what I was discussing.And I'm curious, what do you mean, "where did science come from"? Science is, to quote dictionary.com, "the observation, identification, description, experimental investigation, and theoretical explanation of phenomena." In short-- trying to understand all we can observe based on what we can prove. Science came from the first observation and explanation ever made. Every time an observation based on proof is made, it is science.Again-- if you believe in things that can't be proven by humankind, then why do you dismiss the dragon in my garage?"You demand evidence for everything else in your life. If I were to tell you that I had a giant dragon in my garage, and brought you there, but you were to see nothing, would you believe it? If I told you I had a book I had written telling all the things my dragon had done, and handed you a story printed on good paper, in a very nice report cover, would you believe it? If I explained that he could breathe pleasantly warm fire, and you held out your arm but felt nothing, would you believe it? If I demanded you fed him, would you?"-SouthwestAh, well. I suppose I just have a hole in my logic when it comes to dealing with invisible beings.
At Sunday, November 20, 2005 9:19:44 PM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
I don't even know what I meant about the science thing. I think....like, all the things IN science, i know what it IS, i wanna know where it came from. And I think there is a reason for OVERALL satisfaction. Theists have something that atheists don't have: religion (no friggin' duh). So, that gives them one more thing to be happy about. But that's just in general, I suppose. I mean, there are plenty of theists that are depressed, and plenty of atheists that are uberly ecstatic (did i spell that right?). and about the dragon thing, i had something to say about that before, and i still can't remember what it was. Wait....i said i wasn't gonna do this anymore.....oops. oh well, that's just me being stu - er - lame.
At Monday, November 21, 2005 8:19:29 AM, Southwest said...
I still don't understand the "where did it come from" question. Science came from our observations as humans based on proof.If theists have their religion to be happy about, atheists have their lack thereof. There's no reason why atheists would be less satisfied by life than theists.
At Monday, November 21, 2005 7:59:28 PM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
Like I said, you guys are happy as you are. We agree.....i guess. And with the science thing, i don't understand myself. k? okie dokie. see ya!
At Monday, November 21, 2005 9:45:32 PM, Southwest said...
Then I suppose we can agree that the "satisfaction of life" point is moot?Just curious, as it certainly seems so to me.
At Tuesday, November 22, 2005 7:49:11 PM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
K, not sure, but i'm guessing "moot" means not true. But no, i don't agree. She said that (or at least implied) there were studies about overall happiness including atheists and theists. the study proved that (ok, at least leaned toward the idea, not nessecarily proved) that the theists were more satisfied with their life than atheists were. but that was an overall look. that doesn't mean that every theist is happier than every atheist, my god, no. i just means that on an overall look, that's what the study identified. kapish (is that even how you spell that?)? okie doke. bye!
At Tuesday, November 22, 2005 9:17:21 PM, Southwest said...
"Moot" means "irrelevant".But why can't we dismiss the study? Unless I'm mistaken, we've both agreed that if theists have their theism to be satisfied with, atheists have their atheism. Beliefs should have no effect on any other factors of satisfaction in life.If we assume everything in the tests was equal but the theism or lack thereof (a "perfect" experiment), and we both agree that the satisfaction in theists with their theism is mirrored with the atheist satisfaction with atheism, then the two cases are identical, and the point about "theists being more satisfied with life than atheists" is moot.If we admit that not everything in the tests was equal (there were factors involved other than beliefs), then we can't conclusively say that it was theism that made people more satisfied with life, which means that the test is faulty, and the "satisfaction" point is moot.Either way, the point is moot, and shouldn't be used as an argument.Theism, or lack thereof, has no effect on satisfaction with life.(And it's 'capisce'. Italian.)
At Wednesday, November 23, 2005 7:55:23 PM, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named said...
um....i think what the study meant (bar we're saying ...or at least i am, instead of shereen....barlar star!) was that theism affected the rest of the, er, normal life in a way that atheism didn't. sure, the people were satisfied with themselves....but theism did something that atheism did not. that's what it meant. but i guess there may be things that atheism does that theism does not....who knows and/or cares. i don't. well....see you (wait....it's a four day weekend!)....monday!
At Wednesday, November 23, 2005 11:29:34 PM, Sploster said...
Study means nothing. There is no way to make that study work because there are so many other factors and there is no way to make those other factors obsolete. If you isolate the person and just have the religion part then they wouldn't be living and you can't have two people living the same exact life other than religion, it's virtually impossible so all results from that study (if there even is a study with results) are moot. ^.^ Yay for using Spwencer's word, lol.



Yeah, this was the UBER long...well a debate is what i guess it was...yeah i'm kinda glad it's over, becuase it was taking to lon, we kept pointing out the same thing to eachother...and it just started to get boring. right now my compu isn't working, but i'll talk more bout this later. bye! au revoir (ah hreh vwa)!

Eheheh

So, anyway. Yeah....Shereen left, but she's coming home next friday. Ro well. I think I've become obsessed with Daniel Radcliffe. I think i have been for quite a while. Ro well. And I also think that I've become obsessed with what's his face....Bass dude in orchestra. Ro well. but at lwast i'vew stopped having dreams.....about him. Yeah....HARRY POTTER WAS SO FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i'm not gonna talk about it, because this blog would then be like four hundered pages long,...maybe even four hundered and one! hehe. Yeah, and i don't have a crush on gut i used to have a crush on. He bugs me now. That's not that weird actually. Almost every person i've liked bugs me in some way now. Unless they're funny...then they'll always be funny and i'll always laugh. see? look! hahahahahahhahahahaha! hehe. I saw this movie called the chorus, and the kid that sang really good looked like (ijobuby) doieeee! whenever he started to sing his solo. it was in francaise! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....french people!!! they're like "bapabapaba!". yeah....see y'all later mi compadres! the usual...

THE blog

THE blog
So....I have to go soon, but my mom is just standing here so the longer she stands there the longer i can stay (she needs the compu)! Yay! Know what bugs me? Death dreams. According to Daniel Radcliffe, having dreams about YOURSELF dying is good luck, but i have dreams about other people dying, which sucks. It's so gory. if you've ever seen "Saving Prvate Ryan" then times trhat by 50 million and you know what i mean. yup! and it's the same person everytime, and i don't even know this person very well, so it's creepy too. and in one, he dies, and then he turns into Micael Jackpoo.....aaaaaaah. and then in the next one, i shoot him forty times. it's weird, that's not UBER gory, but somehow it is in the dream, and every time, he's shot forty times. maybe that means something. and he's UBER ijobuby, and nice and HE DOES A HAPPY DANCE AFTER HE PLAYS SOMETHING ON HIS INSTUMENT! how much more ijobubier can someone be (ok ok, puppies, kittens, daniel radcliffe, THEY don't count.....they're like EXTRAEXTRAEXTRAordinarily ijobuby...). well, bye!

THE blog

OK, ok. I gove up on the story idea. I knew i would. oh well. but, i am not going to write anymore because i would annoy you very much...ok? ok. HARRY POTTERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

THE blog

THE blog
Originally, she was going to become part of a band. But I've realized it: I no nothing about being in a band. So, change of plans, pretend she hears orchestrian music coming form that petty little chatlet. Ogee? And maybe I'll stop the story altogether....no no no. That wouldn't live up to my Taurus name. Bye!

THE Blog

What I MEANT was that anything entitled "THE Blog" is NOT part of the story hehe. And also, I apologize for its crappiness, but I need to get all these things out of my head. Yeah, I know that this story will suck, but....sorry, I gotta go...maxine's bugging me for le ordinateur. bye! The usual...

Strummings After School

Anita shuffled along the leaf-covered side-walk. She stopped to watch a cat vanish behind a fence, before contemplating whether or not she should go home or not. It had been a horrible day at school, and she needed her oddly considerate friend, Alan, to confide in. She passed the street that contained the deserted chalet. It would have been rather dainty, had someone cared to rake the leaves, pull the weeds, and paint the house.

She was just passing it when she heard a drumroll coming from the vacant house. She frowned, questioning who might be there. Her curiosity overcame her. Deciding that it wouldn't hurt to make a tiny detour, she headed towards the little hut. She heard more drum-like sounds and in addition, what sounded like an electric guitar. Just as she approached the shed that accompanied the house (which was where the sounds seemed to be coming from), it all stopped. Then she heard a voice.

"Guys!" said an irritated male voice. "Geez, you don't need - "

She wasn't able to grasp just what they didn't need, because a noisy deisel engine drove by. She groaned aloud, then gasped. "Hey," said the voice, "Did you hear that?" Screwing up her face, she ran for the gate and towards Alan's house.

As she approached his house, she saw him on the porch, his head in his hands. Recognizing this as a sign of disturbance, she hurried up the walkway.

THE blog

Guess what....I'm gonna turn my blog into a story! It's going to be about a character who's in highschool, and she's been wanting to be in this amateur band she hears on her walk from school. Stupid, eh? Anyway, you'll see what happens....because I'm not sure exactly whether she should fall in love with the bass and/or drummer, or become a international sensation....or at least city-wide sensation. haha....not a very good plot, but i need to do something useful with this blog. so, if you see any posts that are not entitled "THE Blog" then it's part of the story. See you all later! 6 DAYS TILL HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAAAAAAAAAN'T WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIT!!!!!!!!

Mean People

I hate it that so much of our world is full of evil people. I'm not talking about like Osama Bin Laden (even though he IS evil) or whatever. I'm talking about people at school, co-workers, just everyday people. And Maxine says the girls at Dr. Wooley's office are mean, even though I think they're ijobuby. I have a strange ability to see the best of people, even if other people may be blinded to that. But I also can see all the other bad things a lot easier. I've been told that I'm "so nice, you're never mean to anyone, geez Christine!" Well I think that those people are completely wrong. I treat people the way i want to be treated, no exceptions. None. And I mean it. A lot of people I know, including certain friends of mine, say this all the time....complaining about how people don't accept them or are mean to them or talk about them behind their backs, etc. but they themselves are hypocrites! I absolutely DESPISE that. I hate it when people contradict themselves. And teachers are people, too. Lots of people call them "F---ing a--holes" and such, but have you ever thought about THEIR feelings? I didn't think so. The only person I think of who is that nice, is God or Jesus, or Mary....people like that. But I think it'd be pretty weird and impossible (impossible to talk to Jesus directly right away.....you have to have a REALLY good connection.....work for it...you know the deal.....or maybe you don't.....whatever.) if I started walking around acting like I'm talking to Jesus. It'd be funny, but I don't have that special connection. ^_^. Anyway, that's what I have to say....so really make an effort to treat others with respect and nicely, even if they treat you horribly. I know.....it's not that easy, but nobody said it would be. And I'm not saying I'm a saint, MAXINE, because I definitely am NOT. I know what you're thinking, "You mean you're just expecting us to love everyone who treats us like crap?" No. That's NOT what I'm saying. Say someone pushed me over in the halls. The way i'd respond would be to give them a questioning look, get up and leave. Not cuss at them, or even worse, punch them or something. Doing something like that would only make you sink to their level. Even worse is when people are mean to people who aren't even meaning to offend them (i.e. certain Nicks I know....) Bye bye santas! The usual....

Pitsows!

Here are some peeerty pictures...err picture. Anyway, Arend's class will be sooooooooo much more easier now that I have my book! I don't really have anything to....wait. I do. I don't have a crush on Justin Berfeild, but he still is hott. And I can't believe I like this person....AGAIN! I'm not going to say who it is, but I will say thing, I've liked them previously for three years, not in a row, but for three years. And if you happen to be my sister, do not reveal this oh so confidential info! Oh, and to rule out a certain possiblility, because I do not want any assumptions made, it's not Spencer. Ha. That'd be funny. Anyways, bye bye santas! The usual...

THE blog

THE blog
Hello. I'm wating for my family to be ready....Shereen comes in 12 days! I miss her a lot, and it's so weird not having her in the house. I even miss her pounching, kicking, insults (ok i don't miss those), and all that other crap i put up with. Eeee....i can see Berfeild's face from the way the window it positioned! Anyway, (....he plays baseball?) I can't wait to see her! Yaaaay, only 12 days not counting today and the day she comes. I'm kinda confused on the whole persuasive essay in Arend's class. I gotta go.....bye bye!

Berfeild....or however you spell that....haha spell....like in harry potter....ANYWAY

There...see? Ijobuby! You have to admit it by saying in a comment, this: "I totally agree with you! He is ijobuby!" Maxine, you get that right? Totally....you get it! Anyway.....you doos that.Yeah, I totally know what you're talking about. I wish that Malcolm and me could be best friends forever!

Lalalala

I'm really bored. As usual. It's weird. I get bored quite fast, yet I am amused so easily! I guess it makes up for it in the end! ^_^. Want to see a cool picture? And trailer? And everything? Go to the following:

www.gobletoffire.com
www.mugglenet.com
www.harrypotter.com
www.veritaserum.com
www.jkrowling.com
www.addictinggames.com
www..........well you get it. You should SO see the new trailer at GOF.com! The special effects are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool! You HAVE to see it. See this picture: well it's up there. I DID NOT do that. I think shereen did. she's not here right now but she will be in 19 days! i miss her. i know my blogs are fluff again, but at least i can be "normal"! stupid (or not-so-stupid) paul is reading my blogs, and if you ARE reading it right this moment, know this: oogideeboogideeloogidee! hehehe. that's funny. he came over and was like "You don't like what's-his-face anymore *hahaha*" bar! she DID do that. bar lar star! sorry if you don't know what that means. this is boring. J.B. is ijobuby. I don't really like him, he's just ijobuby and hott. tsssssssssssssssssssss. hahahahahahhaa. bye! well i can't find a picture of him right now burt i woulda put one....oh well! i LOST (get it? the show LOST?) my ID card. anyway bye.

Weeeeell....

There is one thing I will never forget about Spencer. And it is physical....or at least I think it is. And that is his smile! I just love seeing him happy....but now in a friend-ish type way. It just makes me so happy when he's happy. So yeah....I'll never forget that....becuase it's still in my head....i wish i knew how to describe this better. Anyway....I just realized that "Malcolm in the Middle" could be called "Reese in the Middle" because until that baby-whatever-it's-name-is was born, ot Malcolm AND Reese were the middle children. I truly hate English. It is THE most boring class I've ever taken besides Mr. Brown's class in 7th grade. THAT was totally second grade-ish. But this class is like, 5th grade-ish, and it really annoys me. I almost fell asleep today in LINKING VERBS! C'mon....linking verbs? I've been reading since I was two or three and they're teaching me friggin' LINKING VERBS!!!!!!!!!!!! I can read Junior college level, and write Junior ( i think i can....not so sure on this one) level!!!!!!!!! I HATE ENGLISH. Dear God Almighty, I never thought I'd say I hate English....what has the world come to. Anyway, I can't wait! 51 days till Harry Potter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See you all later!!!

THE blog

I'm so happy! Know why? Didn't think so. I don't like Spencer anymore! I know that sounds mean, but life is so much more simple! And easy! And a bunch of other things. Now, i have a simple crush on the actor dude from Malcolm in the Middle. He's hott....times a lot. See? LOOK! anyway....i getta go to dut and chel's house tomorrow! woohoo! and i can't wait till harry potter! but beeeeeeeeeeeew (sorry if you don't know wha that means.....heehee) shereen's gone!!!!!!!!!!! well i can't wait till harry potter.....i said that already but I CAN'T!!!!! i saw a pic of dan radcliffe taking a bath (you know,.....egg....moaning myrtle...) i like the bubbles!

Bored

Right now, I'm sitting in front of the computer (obviously) and being bored. I swear, I have nothing to do....well besides talk to Spencer, but I think he's playing a game I think. Oh well. I know what you're thinking. Actually I don't. Gah. I'm so bored I don't even know what to....highschool! That's what I'll talk about. It's pretty good. Some of the teachers are okay if you know what I mean.
They're....mediocre. They're nice for the most part, but they have certain qualities that make me unsure whether I like them or not. Like Mr. Cauthers. Bla bla bla....highschool is not all the exciting either. See that picture? It's so beautiful....kinda. Anyway I think I will go. Nevermind. Spencer might move. Sad. My advice wold be to be happy, and enjoy life while he can. Then when moving date comes, if it does, look at it as an oppurtunity. At least he'll still be able to talk to his friends. And at least he doesn't have to move half way around the world! To a whole different country where their morals and values and languages are soooo different! NOW I think I'll think I'll go. Bye. The usual....

THE blog

Spencer knows. And yes, all of you reading, Mr. Mystery Man is Spencer. And I am sure that I love Spencer. There. I said it. And he is so kind. And Elaine, thank you for telling him. I don't think I could have stood it any longer. It would have ended me in tears, after confessing...hehe. They are powerful words. They are. I feel like saying that over and over again. I was actually hoping he'd read my blog, so I wouldn't have to tell him myself. I am such a chicken! But i guess I have better things to worry about than me being shy. I almost told him. But I said it would end badly. Which it prolyl would since i sure as hell have no way with words.

Confused

Love. It's one of the most beautiful things on earth. It shares the spot of most important emotion, along with it's brother, hate. And I think it has taken over me. I know i know. Strong words, eh? I know what I am saying. This is not just a silly, girlish crush. I care about this person. His feelings, his opinions, almost anything that concerns him. Sometimes I can't fall asleep because I'm so concerned about the troubles in his life, or I'm just thinking about him. And he is so totally worth it (worth that much thought). He's smart, funny, thoughtful, and good-looking. Ok, he's not the hottest guy on earth, but seriously, I don't care. H e could be the fattest, ugliest guy on earth and I wouldn't care. And the good thing is, I'm friends with him. I'm not going to say how close, lest I give away anything. Right now I am at a loss for words. I even looked up the word "love" (courtesy of dictionary.com) to see if that was what I was feeling. I'm kind of scared. One of the most kind feelings on earth can do so much hurt. He's not single, and I don't know whether I should feel bad for you-know-whating him. I can't go one. Mr. Mystery Man, please forgive my love.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

HARRY POTTER WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAD! I CRIED! STUPID PERSON! WHY? WHY?!!??!!??! WHY DID HE HAVE TO DIE! AND WHY DID HE HAVE TO KILL HIM!?!??! hold on...dad needs the compu

Grrrrrrr...

I know i shouldn't really complain about this...it's not that big of a deal....but it drives me insane! what does, you ask? MAXINE! I don't mean like "OMG I HATE HER I HATE HER!!!!!!!" i mean like "SHE'S DOING THIS AND SHE WON'T STOP AND SHE'S DOING IT TO ANNOY ME AND IT'S WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" what does she do, you ask? says i have a crush on everyone. i kno w.....stupid, eh? accordinga to her, these are the people i have a crush on:

1. Nick W
2. Nick B.
3. KJ
4. Pat Hewett
5. Brandon
6. Spencer
7. Shawn
8. Reid
9. Travis
10. Brando
11. Montana
12. Peter
13. Chuck
14. Kipp
15. Tyler
16. Justin F.
17. Jordan M.
18. Reese (Justin Berfield, from Malcolm in the Middle)
19. Malcolm (see above comment)
20. Dewey (see above comment, plus, ew, he's younger than me)
21. Franscis (also from Malcolm in the Middle)
22. Daniel Radcliffe
23. Rupert Grint
24. Tom Felton
25. Stanley Shunpike
26. Cedric Diggory (from the movie)
27. Viktor Krum (see above comment)
28. Billy Boyd
29. Johnny Depp
30. Ben Stiller
31 Owen Wilson
32. Topher Grace
33. David Spade
34. Sawyer (from LOST)
35. Dominic Monaghn
36. Luke (back to school people)
37. Ryan
38. Jesse Jaimes
39. Kody
40. "The Other Guy at Church"
41. Andrew Wilkes (sorry Dustin)
42. Devon Murray (back to famous people)
43. Wishbone and his owner (he's a dog)
44. Chris Rock
45. Adam Sandler
46. John Smith
47. "The Eyeball guy from Pirates of the Caribbean"
48. And the Eyeball guy's friend
49. Ruben
50. Keenan
51. Devin (eeeeeeeeeew....the last three are little kids!)
52. HARRY POTTER!!
53. Danny A.
54. Danny D.
55. Jon Rose
56. Liam Aiken
57. Ryan Seacrest
58. Anthony Federov
59. Jim Carrey (as Count Olaf)
60. And every boy in the world who's not related to me, that i know


See what I mean? It's impossible for a person to like that many people! It just is! And everytime I say "Let's watch Malcolm in the Middle, guys!" She's like, "OOOOOOOH! YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON REESE!!!!!!!" Well she's bugging me, so i have to go. byew. 9 DAYS TILL HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!!!!!1 HARRY POTTER IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER EXISTED BESIDES GOD!!!!!!!!

Borededness

I'm really really really really bored. Know what's happy? Elaine and Spencer are going out! Maybe Spencer won't be sad anymore! But I still am bored. There is a pic on Elaine's xanga of her and sette. i haven't seen olive ina while. i am boooooooored. did i say that? 25 DAYS TILL HARRY POTTER COMES OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUMMER!

THE blog
Yeah...I'm bored. I WATCHED IT I WATCHED IT!!!!!! THE NEW HARRY POTTER TRAILER! it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool! they showed pics from each of the other movies and then they showed stuff fromt he movie and harry doing the tasks and stuff. it was sooooooooooooooooooo cool....did i say that already. i think daniel radcliffe is ijobuby...and emma watson needs to poof her hair! it's all curly! oh well...if they want to ruin the movie....then fine. i cna't wait to see what the music will turn our like. what with john williams gone...it ought to be different. so anyway....i gota an interveiw with dave krassner today. wonder wether i should say "sir" or not. lol...that'd be funny. i miss everyone. i knwo i know. it's only been one day. but it seems like they're gonna be gone forever. hey....maybe i could get ppl to be nice to nick woods so that they could all come over and i'd be like "muahahahha steal them steal them!!!!!!" heh...that would be weird. maxine is watching little kid shows. i watched a in good company. IJOBUBY THE IJOBBUY GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah whole lot of sad stuff happened. buddy had a friend. he ate him. ninja assasin! (Or however you spell that). kun foo ( how DO you spell kung foo or whatever). anyway...i'm gonna do somethin else.

I am bored....again

I'm in science again...and I'm all alone. Elaine is sick with tonsilitis or something like that. Lisette is doing some band thing a ma jig. And Nick (W.) is on the choir trip. So I'm all alone and really bored. I have nothing whatsoever to say pretty much so I'll just blabble a whole lot. This is the last day of actual study school. On monday it's feild day, and on tuesday it is eighth grade day. I'm going to blue lake! I dunno whether I'll be swimming...I don't really like to swim that much unless I'm really hiper. I have to watch Rachel's presentation right now. She wasn't here when we presented. Ok all done. It was like five minutes. We had an orchestra party. It was kinda boring cuz there was nothing to do. It was funny though cuz I accidentally hit this guy in the head. Ijobuby Spencer. Nick ditched him and we (me, olivia and layla...iono where maxine was) were at lunch (maxine didn't wanna come with us so it's not like we ditched her) so he was all alone. I miss dut and chels. I always do. It's really weird cuz it seems like they're my bestest friends ever and i don't even like dut that much anymore. He's not really that much fun and he's kinda stuck up. There was an accident right outside our school (which is right next to t he bus barn). A bus hit a van and there was an ambulance and everything. I bet it'll be on the news. Heh...I'll prolly watch it. Wait just a mo....IT'S FRIDAY! W00T! yay...now i can stay up and do crap. Hagagaga! I'm soooooooo bored. And i have to sit next to preps i dunno. SOOOOO BOOOOOORED. That's pretty much the only reason I'm writing so much. *_*....I'm gonna use that face when I'm bored now. I ono why...I'm just gonna. I think I'll talk about Harry Potter now. I remember...like two or three years ago, when I was grounded and not allowed to talk or do anything about Harry Potter, we called him Henry Piper as a code name. Me Shereen and Maxine that is. I remember when I had to ask permission before watching it. Did you know that Portland is the cleanest city in the United States of America! That's pretty weird. And it's also the fifth most fun city in the USA. I feel special now. God....there is NOTHING to do. Olivia is all excited cuz she gets to go to the White Stripes concert. They are ijobuby....especially the girl. Ijobuby this girl in front of me. We have to have a page exactly or more to get an A...and she has half a line left nd Manougian is like "Short!" He is soooo annoying sometimes. I hate it when he's like that. I notice i say "sooooo" a lot. I never realize how many times a day I hear sirens. That means that there are a WHOLE bunch of false alarms...or bad stuff happens all the time. I think it's stupid cuz the police is like "bla bla bla" is on the loose. WELL NO FREAKING DUH! You set him loose cuz you don't have enough money to keep them locked up. Happens all the time. They don't have money. So they have to set inmates loose. The inmates do bad stuff - AGAIN. And they're like "Catch such-an-one...he did this and this!" Well, what they're failing to mention is that they're the ones that set him loose. Why don't they just lock them up and keep them there. Use the money on poor pplz instead. Hey....I getta go to Jason's graduation party tomorrow! Woo hoo! I'm gonna wear my new clothes from Forever 21! I can't wait another 34 days for Harry Potter to come out. And then in November the movie comes out. I think I'll end this here. Farewell. The usual...

LADIDADIDA

Thrity seconds later....i'm baaaaaack! yeah i have nothing better to do....three days og shcool including the last two pointless ones! elaine has curly hair. i know it's obvious but garshlawarsh! i got the word garsh from goofy. hehe....i haven't realized (or re-realized it) for a while. i wanna know how to do belly dancing. it'd be cool. but it's really hard. hey maybe alyssa could teach. but i dunno her and iono whether shereen knows her very well anymore either. i wish i were a rich man. daddle deedle da da....well you know the song. i have that one song fromt he commercial where the guy and the girl are jumping up and down in they're orange apartment and the guy under them get's annoyed so they move to a house. i LOVE that song. well i'm gonna post a comment in elaine's xanga. way cooler word than "blog". ijobuby word blog i'll call it that too.

FINALS DONE!

THE blog
I'm in science...elaine just said she had a blog too! the websit to it is www.glucklichnis.blogger.com. woohoo! so i'm raelly bored. shawn and other dude just came in from someplace unknown. i have a really boring life. t here is nothing i do cept hw aim, tv, reading, cousins and friends and family. jason is graduating today. but i cant go...sadness. re well. i still getta go to the party and thats the best part. i wonder what spenc's is...blog i mean. i needa know. actually i don't. i just think it'd be cool cuz...iono it just would be. school is almost over. yahoo! i hate yahoo....grrrr.....hehe. i haate school. no one trusts me and its rally annoying. but o well. can't fix. and i guess it's my fault anyway. i can keep secrets now. i know i can....other wise i wouldn't say that. heh heh heh.....i amking no sense. oh well! not that i ever do. the guy that came with shawn has pretty hair. it's like pantene pro-v. we put that in spencer's hair...twas funny. well i'm bored so i'll stop here. bye bye. the usual ending....

THE blog

THE blogYeah....i haven't posted in soooooooooo long. HAGAGAGAGAGA! i have that dumb baby thing...it was just crying!!!!!!!!11 i'm 14 now....i'm havin my bday party tomorrow..... shereen and maxine are trying to guess who i like...AND THEY ARE WAAAAAAAAAAY OFF! THEY THINK IT'S FREAKING PAT HEWETT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok...he's funny....and nice, but that's all i think of him!!!!!!!!!!! seriously, i can't beleive them... *shakes head*. and if ur reading this, chels, shhhhhhhh! and everyone else....don't ask. i'm feeding the baby right nowand typing one handed. dumb baby....eat stop eat stop eat stop....coo coo. make up ur mind. either eat, or don't! o well. it's ijobuby when it coos, breathes (b4 it burps) and burps...neway....jobuby sette! jaycob the bastard broke up with her! and the next day went out with jill! and don't anyone who doesn't get it. i'm burping it now.....o well. i hate this thing! iwaqnna rp!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got cool presents from gof 9not 4th). i'll talk later: can't type and burp @ same time! bye! the usual.....

Gup

I'm bored. I'm in UC6 now....too bad if you don't know what that is....i'm bored. bye. harry potter and the hbp broke the ootprecord of best selling book....HARRY POTTER IS THE BEST!!!!!!!

I am bored, I am bored....(to the tune of "Dance of the Tumblers"

Yeah. Its spring break and there's nothing to do. oh - maxine says hello. yeah....i'm gonna rp pretty soon....then i'm gonna mop the kitchen! fun fun fun! really. i mean it. i really want to mop the floor...its fun! i know i know.....i'm weird. soooooo......i'm so bored that the only thing i can think to say is...HARRY POTTER IS THE BEST! 115 DAYS TILL HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE COMES OUT!!!!!!!!!!

BAR!

THE LAST TWO BLOGS SHOULD BE SWITCHED....the usual ending

Ummmmmm.........

Did that last blog work....? oh well...HARRY POTTER ROCKS!

THE blog

doot da doot dad doooooooo! today in pe, we were playing kickball...and pat was all like "ooh! i wanna go first!" and then he kicked the ball over the fence in some person's yard! barrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! *mutters* stupid head *stops muttering* so anyway.....i bored...oh well....i shouldn't be here so this is the end of this entry. HARRY POTTER IS THE BESTEST! 122 DAYS TILL THE HBP COMES OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My life is dumb right now...HP ROCKS!

My life is soooooooooo messed up right now. shereen no longer wants to be catholic, olivia and elaine won't let me read a comic beacause i'm supossedly incapable of handling it. and i have a big fat science exam tomorrow!!!!!!! its really scary! and i'm hungry! and harry potter rocks and is almost he only thing that can console me right now. hagagagagga! and i haven't been on the internet for a while.....and i need AIM...so i can talk to my other friends. and i have the gavin mcgraw song in my head (i don't wanna be anything other than what i've been tyrin' to be lately....). and i'm wasting time on my blog when i should be typing up my US history speech and doin' my algebra homework! so i'm really REALLY procrastinating kind of. oh well. who gives a crap. HARRY POTTER IS THE BEST!!!!!!!! 123 days until the Half Blood Prince comes out. that is the coolest name ever. its elegant and va va va! yesterday i got to see dut (who's not so much of a bastard anymore) and chels. chels lost her game and placed 5th place. but then i gotta go to their hous. we played DDR and ate pizza, strawberry lemonade and hagen daz ice cream bars. it was sooooooooo yummy! it was out special dinner. and on saturday maxine placed second in the tournament. then we went to the schnitz and playted int he lobby with our orchestra. then we saw the real show. they were soooooooooooooooooooo good! it was like a CD! and nikolaj znaider was really really good (world class good). this saturday i'm going to compete in the mt. hood festival with orchestra. HARRY POTTER IS THE BEST!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!! yeah...so that's all.....i REALLY have to do my hw now...so bye bye santa! HARRY POTTER ROCKS THIS UNIVERSE!

I JUST FOUDN OUT THE COVER TO Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT' S SOOOOOOO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!11 YEAH YEAH! i am soooooooo happy....and i so happy. in pe i was really really REALLY violently extremely pissed about something or the other....i kept threatening to beat ppl up...i almost did but he ducked (i tried to hit him with my raquet....we're playing tennis). and then i started screaming avoer nothing....or when someone disagreed with me.....yeah....i was a raging lion that's hungry. funny thing was.....i WAS hungry. then i went through a phase where i was bad at everything......and i almost fainted...yeah. oh well. HARRY POTTER ROCKS THIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeah!!!!! i keep saying that. shereen went to UO today and she DIDN'T BAKE APPLE PIE!!!!!!! she said she would. she did b4 paul left......*mad face*. there's only 128 days till harry potter comes out!!!!!!!! that means schools out in less days. woo hoo! olivia wasn't in orchestra today....I was all by myself...no stand partner!!!!!! beeeeeeeeeeew!!!!!!!!!!! in us history mr.firce was a bastard to pat. and it was really dumb.....force said that we had to be silent for some dumb reason cuz interaction enhances the learning process. so when we started out essays pat started mumbling something...and force was like "WHAT PART OF SILENT DO YOIU NOT UNDERSTAND?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" but pat just looked at him calmly....almost amusedly. i woulda screamed....i felt really sorry for pat...in side my head "IJOBUBY IJOBUBY AAAAAAAH! IJOBUBY!" yeah. i really gotta go. maxine's bugging me! go to www.mugglenet.com to see the covers large size! HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE'S COVER IS AWESOME!!!!!!! ONLY 128 DAYS TILL HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE COMES OUT!!!!!!! I LIKE TYPING 'HALF BLODD PRINCE'!!!!!! HARRY POTTER ROCKS THIS WORLD!!! 'HARRY POTTER' IS FUN TO TYPE!!!!!!!!! HARRY POTTER IS THE BEST!!!!!!!