Complain, complain, wah wah wah....

WARNING: the following post is pure whiny bitchy complaints. Some are not important, but some are very real.

1. I'm fucking cold.
2. My hair is all messed up (it's not perfect like it has been as of late)
3. I feel ugly
4. Actually, it's more like I don't feel sexy or attractive
5. I hate homework
6. I hate how Dolly! is going to make me stressed uberly
7. I hate how I don't get a single moment when something isn't bugging me
8. My head hurts
9. I want to talk to Ian on the phone...but I probably can't
10. I miss Shereen
11. I miss Chelsea
12. I hate that dance lessons have been making my legs hurt like hell
13. I hate that I have a 3.5 GP-fucking-A
14. I hate that I'm so whiny
15. I feel useless
16. I want to be alone with Ian, but STUPID school, and STUPID parents are never going to let that happen
17. I miss grandma...
18. I'm not as smart as I was as a child, compared to others
19. I can't read as fast as I could
20. I fuck everything up
21. I'm a no good piece of crap
22. I feel like crying, but my tear glands seem to be broken
23. What I need more than a good cry is a good cry on a good friend
24. I want people to show that they care about me, because I need constant reassurance
25. I hate life
26. I have no opinion
27. I'm not as cool as everyone else
28. I need someone I can depend on
29. I need someone who cares about me
30. I feel like I don't have the above two...
31. And now Carlina hates me

Dude, I can't even verbalize how shitty I'm feeling right now. I need a hug. And a shoulder to cry on. =(