WARNING: the following post is pure whiny bitchy complaints. Some are not important, but some are very real.
1. I'm fucking cold.
2. My hair is all messed up (it's not perfect like it has been as of late)
3. I feel ugly
4. Actually, it's more like I don't feel sexy or attractive
5. I hate homework
6. I hate how Dolly! is going to make me stressed uberly
7. I hate how I don't get a single moment when something isn't bugging me
8. My head hurts
9. I want to talk to Ian on the phone...but I probably can't
10. I miss Shereen
11. I miss Chelsea
12. I hate that dance lessons have been making my legs hurt like hell
13. I hate that I have a 3.5 GP-fucking-A
14. I hate that I'm so whiny
15. I feel useless
16. I want to be alone with Ian, but STUPID school, and STUPID parents are never going to let that happen
17. I miss grandma...
18. I'm not as smart as I was as a child, compared to others
19. I can't read as fast as I could
20. I fuck everything up
21. I'm a no good piece of crap
22. I feel like crying, but my tear glands seem to be broken
23. What I need more than a good cry is a good cry on a good friend
24. I want people to show that they care about me, because I need constant reassurance
25. I hate life
26. I have no opinion
27. I'm not as cool as everyone else
28. I need someone I can depend on
29. I need someone who cares about me
30. I feel like I don't have the above two...
31. And now Carlina hates me
Dude, I can't even verbalize how shitty I'm feeling right now. I need a hug. And a shoulder to cry on. =(
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3 comments:
Aww, *internet hug!*
I would seriously kill for your hair, though. I'm uber jealous of it. It's so black and shiny and full of amazingness, lol.
Actually, I sorta feel the same way with how much dumber I feel since elementary school. I guess I shouldn't be complaining, because I have the 4.0, but I just don't get things as much anymore. I don't read for pleasure anymore (when the title doesn't begin with "Harry Potter and the...", that is) and I think that has a lot to do with it.
But just keep in mind that you're amazing, I love you, and I'm jealous of your uber amazing Indianness! :-D
Aww, thank you Sarah! I love you! I don't have a 4.0, which I should...but you know -- that's life.
Anyways, thank you so much! That made me feel less alone! <3
I miss you too!
(when was this?)
haha somehow "I can't read as fast as I could" doesn't really fit in with the rest of the list...
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