Considering my last post.
I do not feel good. I feel sick. I feel sad. I don't wanna do anything. I have no motivation. Nothing seems worth living for. I want to isolate myself. I want to be mean and hurt myself. I don't like me, I don't like you. I don't like anything. I feel worthless. I don't feel good enough for you. I am not important to anyone, and if I am then they're lousy at showing it. Everything that could possibly make me happy will make me sad, because nothing lasts. I'm less important then everyone. I'm at the bottom. You don't care about me. No one is there. I'm by myself. If I don't stop this right now I'll stop being there. I don't know what that last statement meant, but it's true. I need a rope to stop myself from screwing up. I wish I had died at age 15. It's gone. Smoke is here.
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You sound so much like me, it's scary.
Yeah I think in the end there's no such thing as an individual and emotions just visit different people which makes up who they are.
You and your personifying things. I think we're teenage girls who sometimes (or frequently) experience an imbalance of Norepinephrine and not enough Serotonin (among other things). Emotions suck.
Yeah you're probably right. lol. I don't know why I'm posting this comment, instead of talking to you on AIM lol. OH well.
I need to go to the gym everyday, or I'll become depressed. If I don't get that boost of serotonin from working out, I can't make it. Or sleep lol.
Just remember that with every low, there's an equal high, so to be depressed, you've had to have been really happy at one time, so try to imagine that happy time. As soon as you hit bottom, there's no where to go but up! It's like a sine wave.... But I'm like you. If I don't exercise, I get horribly depressed.
Fishface
BAHAHAHA!
^_^
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