Fuck you!

GOD! I'm sick of ignorant people! I'm sick of people telling me that my country (India, in this case lmfao) is a pointless ruin of a country that no one cares about and gives nothing to the world!

Excuse me! WHO THE FUCK FIXED YOUR COMPUTER!

No, but seriously! Have you even SEEN the Taj Mahal?? Do you know what that is, you cracker? No? HERE. Can you get THAT in your precious Oregon!? Do you know how much effort and PASSION went into that?! That's a monument of love.

We are NOT savages! YES. THERE IS A SEWAGE SYSTEM. AND IT IS NOT JUST A DITCH IN THE GROUND. I've been to multiple parts, and trust me. We do have your precious Western toilets and showers. We do have cars and streets and ON TOP OF THAT, we have monkeys, and tigers, and peacocks and ELEPHANTS. WILD. Drive for a few hours and you can see them! Drive for a few hours here and you know what you get here? COWS.

Okay okay, I'm being stupid. Oregon, and other parts of America are beautiful. Honestly, though! Open your eyes and appreciate what my country has to give.

Architecture isn't it though! Oh no! MUSIC.

Have you ever listened to classical Indian music? It's some of the beautiful stuff I've ever heard. Yes, I realize that's completely subjective; but listen to this wonderul chant. Has anything like that ever been written in America?! Oh wait. That's unfair. Indian music is so complicated you can't write it down. It's literally impossible.
Not into classical stuff? Have you ever heard of BOLLYWOOD?! Yes, it exists! The magical land that produces wonderful stuff like this or this every year! Thousands of songs like that! Amazing. Yes, the dancing is silly, but if you knew what they were singing about, you'd understand. Ha.

Oh, no no no...I am not done yet. Finally. FOOD. Fish, beef, chicken, pork --insert protein-- curry! But that's not all! There's biryani, sambaar, rasaam, dosa, trust me I could go on forever. Seriously! Just look at it. How on earth is your mouth not watering, dude?!

Come ON! Pointless, useless, scar of the world? I think not. India is amazing. Fuck you. I'm going to go eat some curry.

Yes, this was directed at one person. But it shall be applied to every other idiot who tells me India is stupid. Ciao!

Frustrated

Don't you hate it when there's something you really want, but you know you shouldn't have?

It's like that last piece of candy, or that second piece of pie. It's like that extra dollop of whip cream atop your pumpkin pie. Why am I thinking of sweet food...hm. I've really been having this dilemma. It's not really a choice between right and wrong, it's just between my two selfs. There's the young Christine, who doesn't know what the fuck she's doing. Then there's rational Christine, who knows how to do things, when it's appropriate and who is concerned.

What's MORE frustrating is when there's something you want and know you should have....you just never get around to having it. Blah! You know? When you plan something, and you tell yourself you'll let it happen and then it never does. Things come up or get in the way. Even at the very last minute. The VERY last. ERRGH.

Ah well. It's not big deal. ^_^

As you come.

We all need to learn to take life as it comes. Just breathe it in. Swallow the good, the bad. It's there. Might as well deal with it. Sigh....I don't know how to say this. Goodnight. Kind of. =)

Death

It sucks. ='(