I'm warning you now -- the following post is stock full of narcissism and the works.
I'm an amazing person. I really think I'm awesome for the crap I've put up with, the crap I make myself go through, all the shit I take from my parents...yet, I still come to school all happy and bubbly -- my main concern being to make everyone happy. Who the hell is that awesome?
I sometimes wonder if there's anyone out there like me? I'm not saying I'm perfect. God, no. But...I love that I'm my own unique person. I love looking back and stuff that's happened and seeing how wonderfully I handled it. A normal person would have gone insane. From what my friends tell me, most people can't deal with the stuff I went through and come out the other end sane. I must be crazy. =P
I love how I treat people well (except on RARE occasion, and it's usually and accident), no matter who they are. I love being able to be nice to complete and total pricks. I love being able to look back at all the people who treat my shitty and think, "Wow -- I am so much better than them."
At the end of this post, I want to be able to say it outright: I love myself. But I can't. That's not meant to be a depressing comment. It's just true. I do think, however, that I am one hell of an amazing person.
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Yay for awesomeness! And you are, by the way! A little narcissism never hurt anyone
I decided that I'm a much better person than 90% of the people I know. And the people who are better than me, well, I love them more than anyone else. <3
I'm sorry, but this ticks me off and I feel like I need to say something about it. What makes you think you're better than 90% of the people you know? Who exactly are apart of the 90%?
Yes, you put up with crap. Here's something that might shock you: Everyone puts up with crap in their life. Also, there's always someone worse off than you.
"A normal person would have gone insane. From what my friends tell me, most people can't deal with the stuff I went through and come out the other end sane."
What exactly are these things? Please, I would love examples. I'm sorry, it's good to feel good about your self, by all means post as much as you want about how good you feel about yourself. Maybe reading this on the internet has skewed my interpretation, but this post just feels more like hubris than self-worth.
I'm sorry, Mark told me to be nice. I hope that doesn't come across as mean spirited. It's just something that ticked me off.
I have a reply, but i felt sorry for my blog, so I put it there
Sorry, Bre. All my friends are the people I love.
The reason I didn't post the crap I put up with is because I don't want to talk about it. But...yeah, just trust me on this one. I'm not at all taking away from the crap you or anyone else puts up with, and I'm not taking away from how awesome everyone else is. Because all my friends are amazing people, and I love them dearly.
I just learned to find all the goodness within me as well.
Besides, I DID warn you! =P
<3
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