I just can't let go of the fact that Ian didn't even attempt to hang out over the summer. If we were together, it's because I worked my butt off to find a day where he wasn't with his friends.
From earlier post...
Yes! It's finally SUMMER! God, I've been looking forward to this for MONTHS. God, it just feels so good! I have so much to look forward to:
-hanging out with friends
As if! Like he even cared about me enough to make any sort of effort to talk to me! I was the one always texting him. I tried to call. I constantly asked him whether he was available. I was the one who stayed up until two or three am just to exchange a few words with him!!!
But Christine! He really had no choice! You were cooped up in your house, what could he have done? It's really not his fault, you know...
HE HAS MY FUCKING NUMBER. HE COULD HAVE PICKED UP THE PHONE AND CALLED, DUMBASS. He could have at least TRIED. God, he just failed at being a boyfriend! Yes, I'm bringing this up, ohhh...say, three or four months late. I'm sorry!! I just need to get this out! It just...hurt really bad. Was I really that insignificant? Was I? It made me feel worthless. And I guess that's what I was to him, because HE'S never indicated otherwise.
*SCREAMS*
In case you can't tell, this REALLY pissed me off. What a fuck-head.
And of course I love him. <3
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STOP DELETING YOUR COMMENTS, PANSY!
God that's annoying.
Actually, that was me. And it was because I posted something, but after I posted it, I wanted to edit it and add more to it, but there's no "edit" button, or at least I don't know how. Then I got lazy and just never reposted. Thank you for calling me a pansy, though.
I know it's really not my business, and I'm not in a position to offer ready alternatives, but I would strongly urge you to reevaluate this relationship.
And I mean no offense to either party.
- Mark
I agree with Mark.
Exactly what Mark said. Not my business, I haven't got alternatives, suggesting reevaluation without any meaning of offense.
That whole jazz.
lol, Aubrey.
Thanks guys. I really appreciate the honest reply, rather than a fake, "Oh, it'll all work out! Just think about the good times!"
And yeah, since then, we've evaluated things, set a plan of action...and if things still don't work out, I suppose it means we'll go our separate ways.
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